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adwellingplace @Wed 17 Jan 2018


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emotionsalloveragain @Wed 17 Jan 2018


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emotionsalloveragain @Mon 15 Jan 2018


I'm not sure what to think. I'm stopping the medication that's making me suicidal. I was planning something tomorrow, so I'm not quite sure if I'll still go for it. Has therapy today, so she could tell I was suicidal, so she didn't take my word on saying I wasn't. Me and my mom are still in the argumentative state. At least she might be done. Now just don't want to talk to anyone. But I feel so alone, you know? Depending upon how tonight goes, I might do it. Because I don't know what on earth happened, but now I feel almost okay. But that might be because I'm so sure I'll do it tomorrow. As result of the argument of me and my mom, she's now going to "get off my case" and stop treating me differently because I have mental health issues. There's pros and cons to that. Some pros: no more reacting if I OD, self harm, etc.. A con is that now she raises expectations in school for good grades and I to eat at least 1200 calories daily. But also when I do OD, she won't feel bad. Also, I'm not doing eating disorder treatment, so there's pros and cons to that as well. She says she'll just buy me a book on nutrition. Pfft, like that'll change anything. I guess I'll just keep sliding down the hill with my eating. Because I don't want to know people are when really they don't, so that's why I am trying to push my mom away. I could fucking care less. Her "caring" does more harm than good. || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorder #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts

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emotionsalloveragain @Mon 15 Jan 2018


Vent: Wow. Today was something. I stopped myself. I stayed here. I fought those horrible thoughts to end life. I stopped after taking a few pills. I couldn’t do it again. I relived my last OD and was even more upset. More upset I had survived. At least not today, I fought the thoughts. I couldn’t leave those I love and care about behind like that. But it feels so much like the only option. Everything is such a challenge for me. Eating. Sleeping. Going to school at times. Just living. I don’t know anymore. I texted a hotline because me and my mom were really arguing today. I got mad and threw my food off my bed onto the ground twice. She threw it at me. She kept telling me to call 911 because lot was at the point”. No, I’m never calling 911 on myself. Not ever. I can’t do that. My mom is the food police, now. Argh, that’s making thins so much worse!! Today was overwhelming, really. I cried for several hours, at least total. All I could do today was cry and do nothing but feel so lost and let the emotions take me over. I seriously know everyone would be better off without me. Some in my family clearly display to me that I'm nothing but a problem. That'd what I'm trying to fix. They can't try to see any good in me. Sure, I'm not making many healthy choices at the moment, but I still am trying. The only reason I stopped putting pills in my mouth today was because of the fear of failing and something in my head forced me to do the opposite; to use my coping skills. I only took enough to make me dizzy and sleepy, but now I'm better. I think. I hope. I'm exhausted. || || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorder #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts

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emotionsalloveragain @Sun 14 Jan 2018


Basically my situation "is not as bad as others have it"... So I have absolutely no reason to feel this way. No. That's not how it works. Heres how it works: WE ARE ALL HUMANS. WE ALL HAVE FEELINGS. At one point or another, in life, it's inevitable there will be struggle. You just might not ever know how bad it will be until it happens, or what happens after will just be si bad you want to end your life. End of story. It's so simple. For those who say "you have no reason to feel like this. You're being attention seeking", and shaming us further, you don't know what we've been through. Some have been through rape. Some through horrible bullying. Some through abuse. Some fought for our countries. Some had an accident. Some just have chemical imbalances in their brain with a so-called "perfect life" and can still have suicidal impulses and depression. It doesn't matter. You still have feelings. And that is extremely valid. Sure, we all have different situations. But we're all dealing with our own hell and fighting a war in our heads. Today I had to take a break from mom. Went with dad for a few hours and to the mall with a friend. It's so stressful at home. She won't ever understand. I guess I don't want her to understand. It doesn't matter. She never will. I won't say another word when I am about to (attempt) suicide. Or want to self harm. Maybe when the girl at school's bothering me. Maybe my thoughts are so overpowering. I need a way out. Forever. Out of my mind. The houses. My state. My country. My life. This world. Out. Out. Out. || #anxiety #panic #recovery #disorderedeating #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorders #hairpulling #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts # cut

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emotionsalloveragain @Sat 13 Jan 2018


Instagram is having trouble posting my captions to photos. Alright, retyping this: "So today was an okay day at school. Long story short, once I got home, emotions were all over. Hippy happy to contemplating a big relapse. Finals in school for this term are coming, and quick. But of course we get all the projects 1-3 weeks before they are due, along with other assigned homework or must-do after school activities. Then also my younger sister is in the "rebellious age" (and I quote from a friend), so she has claimed many things of me, that are hugely false. Resulting in lecture from my mom, accusations, assumtions and me "fixing" what I did. Here's an example: I and my younger sibling get paid from watching the cat. $60 for a few days. So I gave sublin her amount of $60, and kept my amount, also $60. Then she claims that I never gave her all of her money... Again, long story short, I wound up in a position where I gave her $20 for what she forgot she spent. So I mean the sibling is forgetting she spent around at least $20 on other things, so basically I gave her my money for no reason. At least it wasn't true. So now she has an extra amount. I could have used it to buy new fidgets, bandages, donate to an organization, a coffee or tea, etc. Many better uses. And another occasion is when she was reporting I was "sending inappropriate photos." It always been a battle with social media; we are not allowed to have it until we basically move out. But we all (there's 4 of us), have it. 2 moved out, so me and my younger sibling. I don't even refer to her as my sister anymore, because she doesn't deserve that title. Sibling will do just fine, for me. || || || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #disorderedeating #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorders #hairpulling #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts # cut

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adwellingplace @Fri 12 Jan 2018


The topic of a therapeutic Home has come into our family. Has anyone had success following this path? Lord open right doors & shut doors with dead ends.🦋 #rad #reactive #reactiveattachmentdisorder #attachmentissues #attachment #attachmentparenting #attachmentdisorder #adopted #adoption #adopt #adoptionjourney #internationaladoption #adoptiondoesntalwaysrock #adoptionislove #adoptionishard

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emotionsalloveragain @Fri 12 Jan 2018


Thoughts are back. And some are bad— my surprising. Self harmed in class because frustrations were high and I was using coping skills. But I just, I didn’t recognize it until I felt the stinging on my arm. I think I’m more suicidal on my “new”, well, retrying medication and it’s working for my depression, but now either the thoughts are back in their own or the medication is doing it. I’ve been so anxious lately and I can’t tell if when I go up stairs my chest area and back hurt going up stairs... well, I am unable to differ if it’s psychosomatic pain or real... My thoughts are based on how I am perceived or judged, now. So it’s hard to think of what my own actual thoughts would be. || || I am not sure if I want help or let alone even need it, or keep my thoughts and feeling to myself until something happens. I mean, just bottle it up and let it all out. Basically I am getting the impression I’m still worthless shit piece, and “have a good life”. || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #disorderedeating #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorders #hairpulling #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts # cut

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spinning_thin @Tue 09 Jan 2018


My weight is back down to 99.4lbs, after I had water weighed that past week and ate healthy, but C/S because I know if I C/S for over 30 mins, I start to get bloated. So yesterday at the Clinic, I felt so rushed and they wanted nothing o do. Yeah, I know, I am too fat and not underweight to be getting help. But that’s for the benefit of my fucking mom. I know she cares, but sometimes that does more harm than good. And that’s what’s happening right now. And yes, I have many, many positive coping skills, just the thing is that they are not an immediate “cure” or “fix” to problems. Sure, they’ll decrease immediate anxiety or suicidal thoughts, eyelash pulling, etc. but they could fail me 2 weeks from now or something. Like the self harm, I was clean and then made a few couple on my thighs last Sunday the 7th of January. I lost my train of thought. I do not own the last 2 photos. || || || || #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #bpdtraits #ptsd #stress #depression #suicidal #selfharm #ugly #fay #ednos #ana #mia #calories #reactiveattachmentdisorder #anxiety #stigma #sad #death #restricting #cs #fuckup #worthless #recovery #treatment #stressedout #help #hallucinations #voices #sightsandsounds

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emotionsalloveragain @Tue 09 Jan 2018


ED assessment went better than planned...? I guess I am just glad to not qualify for any level of care higher than outpatient. But I was unable to explain my whole story or whatever my mom said to the doc, but so I’ve been suggested to do 3 individual therapist meets, and 2 nutritionist/dietician meets in total. In total. But also I am glad I don’t have to go for a long time, hopefully just like a month, but I don’t really appreciate your weight as the last thing finalizing what your treatment will be... you know? If you’re “healthy weight” but restricting and have no coping skills, the outcome will be different. I already have those skills... but hopefully they can point me towards ED specific ones. My mom is basically shaming me for this situation again. Fuck that. And the staff seemed in a rush to get over with, so that was understandable, but disappointing. I didn’t feel listened to, and so that I was quiet because I didn’t want to say the wrong thing for my mom’s benefit. She tries to change my mind, subconsciously or not. I don’t appreciate that. Her and the Melrose staff, well, I just don’t feel they understand completely, or even some things that I never got time to explain. Clearly nobody wants to hear it.My weight was around 104, it was a blind weigh, but I snuck a look at the computer screen, || || || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #disorderedeating #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorders #hairpulling #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts # cut

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centerforvictory @Tue 09 Jan 2018


“I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.” -Nelson Mandela Need help with your internal monsters? We’re here to help. Contact us at centerforvictory.com TODAY for a free consultation.

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emotionsalloveragain @Mon 08 Jan 2018


Relapsed last night. Only made some couples, but shit. I hate myself for that. My mom does not get that because of an ED, I AM NOT choosing to do any of these behaviors, it’s my horrible mind. I just want it all to stop. I’m pretty darn good at lying and faking how I am fine with everything. I need to give up sooner, rather than later. || || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #disorderedeating #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorders #hairpulling #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts # cut

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spinning_thin @Mon 08 Jan 2018


Pictures: 1-2 are of calculators results. 3-5 are of body/weight/new necklaces. 6-7 is from my dinner tonight... The GF cake mix of around 200 (per 4 tbsp mi😆, and will update this later. 7 tbsp of mashed potatoes, 6 small baby broccoli around 18 calories, seasoning of 0 calories, gravy of around 80+ calories, and 1 meatball if around 180 calories... brings my dinner total around to around 500 calories. But add in the exercise it’s around 350 calories consumed.🤭 || || I may barricade myself in a restroom at school tomorrow when my mom comes to pick me up for my ED Intake... I absolutely hate how this whole past week we’ve been eating out, or having take out at home for at least 1x each day... it’s so freakin disgusting!!! 😭 || || #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #bpdtraits #ptsd #stress #depression #suicidal #selfharm #ugly #fay #ednos #ana #mia #calories #reactiveattachmentdisorder #anxiety #stigma #sad #death #restricting #cs #fuckup #worthless #recovery #treatment #stressedout #help #hallucinations #voices #sightsandsounds

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emotionsalloveragain @Mon 08 Jan 2018


I ruined it— I’m fucking sorry. Finals are coming up in school quick, my mom is basically playing mind games with me, I am just loosing to my own mind, I’m paranoid, people are doing things that they know aren’t helpful to me in recovery or in general. I give so much thought to other people— what do I get in return? Someone saying things they know give me hugs self harm urges. I’m ready to end it all. I will go to school the rest of the week, who knows, maybe something bad will happen; a fight with mom or similar, and I’ll self harm, text a “friend”, they’ll call 911... no, just kidding. I’m can’t tell anyone how my mind is right now, at least who is close to me. Only on here because I don’t feel entirely judged. Sure, every now and then hate comments come, but it’s people— sure to happen. Have to brush that off. Hope you all are doing okay. I’m here for you if you need. ❤️ || || || #anxietydisorder #life #panicdisorder #ptsd #bpdtraits #ednos #nssi #nonsuicidalselfinjury #unstable #reactiveattachmentdisorder #hallucinations #flashbacks #emotionsalloveragain #fml #treatments #thoughts

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emotionsalloveragain @Sun 07 Jan 2018


Instagram isn’t posting my captions, only the hashtags...??? || || #anxiety #panic #recovery #disorderedeating #bpd #ptsd #therapy #mentalillness #dead #school #cutting #eatingdisorders #fakesmile #obsessing #voices #numb #lies #depression #fml #eatingdisorders #hairpulling #insecure #pullthetrigger #reactiveattachmentdisorder #panic #insecure #selfharm #coping #life #suicide #messedup #mind #thoughts # cut

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spinning_thin @Sat 06 Jan 2018


I am not sure why my other caption for this picture was deleted??? So I'll repost: "Pictures include scale weighing (no clothes), 2 side body checks, 1 picture of a new shirt, 1 picture of a stupid Bitmoji/Personal Emoji I came across, and 1 fantastic meme by @eating.disorder.memes ! || Ate our everyday this week, and including tonight!!! I am so fucking stressed!!!! And I can't burn off those calories!!!! Help!!! I can't do this. I can't. || Therapy last night sucked. || #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #bpdtraits #ptsd #stress #depression #suicidal #selfharm #ugly #fay #ednos #ana #mia #calories #reactiveattachmentdisorder #anxiety #stigma #sad #death #restricting #cs #fuckup #worthless #recovery #treatment #stressedout #help #hallucinations #voices #sights

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leo_the_borador @Fri 05 Jan 2018


Parenting a child with RAD has been one of the most challenging things that I have had to face. Every day is different. Some days have left me in tears but, at the end of the day... I would do it all over again and again! I've noticed that Leo has gotten really close with him and will also try to take care of him ❤. With that said, (with the approval of a therapist) Leo will now be a therapy dog. His training starts in a few months and I can't wait to see the unconditional love that Leo will bring to this little boys life. #igdaily #therapydog #RAD #toddlersofinstagram #momlife #labsofinstagram #labmix #reactiveattachmentdisorder

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